12.1

I guess everyone know who dr karev is..i hope. No need to mention which series he is from. just dont want to look as if a die-hard fan which is i am.. The series is not about the job itself but the peoples potrayed in it..im not gonna brag the whole thing because one simply can google it.

I just want to highlight one particular act. Dr karev. There's not so much about him espacially about the love life which is the centre of the series.he is just a side character who play a less important part in people around him.

He is reclusive,pessimist and worse of all a complete mess who dont know what to do with his life. He dont give a damn about others.. The only thing he care is to get his job done and get home having sex with random girs he found in his way.

That what people see of him and i did. Untill at one point he show the other side of him..a someone who craved to be loved. even he himself doubted his gut to love. And for sure things never on his side when he love someone who completely against him.he never gave up even the very first chance for him to be loved indeed a last time for him too. He begged,cried and did anything for it. People will see it as a naive, stupid..name it all but he did it because he thought that was his only chance. He knew deep down inside the girl he love will leave him eventually and the only reason she stayed because she pity him. Whose to blame?

He did tired with the flings and anymous sex..who doesnt? It's just not about sex..it's about how to be loved,appreciated,sharing stories and all the good thing to do together.love for some people is hard to find and for some just give up on it will be an option..just go through the day with a mundane life and do the best one can to fill the void.

I dont know why i write this.and im not in the same shoes with him if you are wondering.just a random thought and from what i see. Others might see it in different way. Oh btw, how's ya new year? Hope it was good . See u around!