Everyone will have someone they love to talk with.to talk about everything.At that moment you'll think she/he the one who will be there when you in misery , problem and happy moments.
but , when she / he won't be there when you need them you try to think they are busy with something and in the end you'll start to think that they too have their own life.problem to deal with.At that moment you'll realize you are alone.alone!
with the awareness of entirety situation , you only have yourself to pull up everything back together.I envy people who has so many people around.
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i received an email today. not me actually but im about to receive it except i can't open my email.It's ok who got it first.
it's about the attendance record for two months since September. Guess what.. I've ranked as 3rd person who came late to work..weeehuuuu!
for October i was the 4th person.well not bad!
it got me thinking why people tend to look negative in such thing.why they not take a record about staff who get home late every day? why beginning is always a spotlight instead of the ending?
example like watching a movie.You'll wait till the end to see what the ending is because you feel thrill bout it.is it a happy or sad ending! right? or like a birthday party , of course you'll wait till the last person is out of the door before the real birthday mean.the presents! see? it's always bout the ending.
why they can't do the same? there is some of us who get home late to settle everything.Another stupid rules being made by human.
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i got my payment yesterday.
not excited cause i have to spend a lot this month.
but for sure portion of the money goes to my parent.
it was not much but it's still much for me..
i called my mom said that i banked in the money.
in the end of the conversation she said " thank you"
i was awed for a moment
she shouldn't have to say that isn't she?
why when i was little i never said thank you to my mom when she gave me pocket money every day? instead i just nodded and smile.
maybe it's mean a lot to them.i'll never understand such state of emotion.Not yet though.But still i don't think she has to say that.
it's time to go.Selamat hari raya and good weekend ahead everyone.
Faizul
but , when she / he won't be there when you need them you try to think they are busy with something and in the end you'll start to think that they too have their own life.problem to deal with.At that moment you'll realize you are alone.alone!
with the awareness of entirety situation , you only have yourself to pull up everything back together.I envy people who has so many people around.
*****
i received an email today. not me actually but im about to receive it except i can't open my email.It's ok who got it first.
it's about the attendance record for two months since September. Guess what.. I've ranked as 3rd person who came late to work..weeehuuuu!
for October i was the 4th person.well not bad!
it got me thinking why people tend to look negative in such thing.why they not take a record about staff who get home late every day? why beginning is always a spotlight instead of the ending?
example like watching a movie.You'll wait till the end to see what the ending is because you feel thrill bout it.is it a happy or sad ending! right? or like a birthday party , of course you'll wait till the last person is out of the door before the real birthday mean.the presents! see? it's always bout the ending.
why they can't do the same? there is some of us who get home late to settle everything.Another stupid rules being made by human.
*****
i got my payment yesterday.
not excited cause i have to spend a lot this month.
but for sure portion of the money goes to my parent.
it was not much but it's still much for me..
i called my mom said that i banked in the money.
in the end of the conversation she said " thank you"
i was awed for a moment
she shouldn't have to say that isn't she?
why when i was little i never said thank you to my mom when she gave me pocket money every day? instead i just nodded and smile.
maybe it's mean a lot to them.i'll never understand such state of emotion.Not yet though.But still i don't think she has to say that.
it's time to go.Selamat hari raya and good weekend ahead everyone.
Faizul
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