empty.

Nizam is leaving..
even we tried to console him a bit but it was useless.

i just a bit mad when someone encouraged him to resign instead gave a better advices. what does he know about us? fuck it! and i don't blame him alone..back and forth , nizam who the one who makes the decision.

but to see him leave..i don't know what to think.

three of us been known each other only for 6 months but the time we had together seem for years! ( I'll not be so emotional if the person leaving is fucking asshole )

he taught me a lot.especially how to live our life.he always said " chill beb,chill ".......and i know , ana also feel the same thing.maybe she's good in hiding her emotion.we triedd to make jokes..make everything look normal...but it's not working tho.

we'll miss you dude. a week left.

*****

this blog seem full of bad thing isn't it? seem there nothing good at it.
may be im not in the good mood to write.
i wish a better day ahead.
things playing in my head right now is traveling.somewhere. i don't know.