i didn't know what happened to me yesterday. the mood swing almost knock me down for the whole day.The miscommunication in the office made it worse..

consider this.

a friend of mine just get back from Bali and non stop talking about the trip..even in the meeting! wth? okey..if u think I'm jealous..a bit.but i wasn't carried away with such feeling.indeed I'm so mad to travel at the moment.few places splash in my head..

Back to the story..can't you guys get away with the story? i mean out of work-time..and i don't mind if you want to bragging all day long but make sure your work is going! am i right?..i know I'm not the right person to complaint other people work but be rational..didn't your lecturer highlight about the etiquette of work in your lecturer back in school? fuck it!

oh i don't like this hatred kind of feeling struck me again.and out of my surprise i kinda thinking it wasn't they fault altogether..mine too.I'm the one who always consider my attitude is better in everything..macam bagus la ak ni and yesterday was different.i sat by myself at my favorite spot.tried to finish my book until i didn't know where the story lead to then i closed it.opened up my other book and begin to jot down what have i done wrong for the day.

the significance of it is so clear men! cause In the end you'll find out that most of the thing that dizzy you out is come from yourself!! try that.but of course it's not only jot-down kinda thing and do nothing afterward.take sometimes to think how to improve that.

shock this kind of post from me? me too.
i think i grown up a bit...chewaahhh!

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after rehab sendiri..i tried to see how it's really change the situation.and it's work! hahaha. ( kalo x berjaya pon i'm not going to mention it anyway)

and after some observation.i think im a key point in my department..yaaah.bukan nak up sendiri okeh.but it is.it depnd on me wheteher we are going home with laugh or sour face..( mmg up sendiri beb )..

chalow!